Showing posts with label Graces. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Graces. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

*16* A Call

Almighty Allah The Great The Generous The Patient The Merciful The Forgiver and Graces & Blessings Giver

Oh Mighty Allah, this is a call from your weak slave; the one who had mistaken a lot and afraid YOUR sanction. I used to know since young age how blessed I am, and I've always thanked YOU but never enough or even much relatively with YOUR uncountable graces, and if I did nothing with my life but praying and thanking YOU, it won't be enough for one grace.

Oh Mighty Allah, with all my hurt and between all the tears YOU only can see,  I'm calling YOU, praying for YOU, asking YOU for help. Almighty Allah; The Only ONE who answers the prayers of HIS slaves, PLEASE Answer my prayers, Accept it and Let it come true. YOU are the Only ONE who Can change things in an eye blink and less.

Oh Mighty Allah; My Life Guide and Prayers Acceptor. I Thank YOU for enlightening my sight every time I veer away from the right track. I Thank YOU for punishing me in my life and letting me able to analyse it, learn from it and go back to YOUR track. I Thank YOU for the grace that many people are missing; the recognition of your punishment during Life time and questioning why that happened, what did I do wrong? and then with YOUR Help and Generosity YOU Let me see my faults and ask YOU for YOUR Forgiveness.

Oh Mighty Allah, Accept my prayers for the one I always pray YOU for. YA ALLAH YOU are the Only ONE who KNOWS it All. Sooner or Later YOU will remove the Mist away from Your Slave's Eyes, but PLEASE Let it be without Harm. YOU Know that I was Blind as YOUR Slave now, and it needs a hard lesson to learn to discover the presence of that mist, but PLEASE Let it be fast and harmless, PLEASE Allah, I Forgive, so Let it be As soon as it could be without the hard method I saw and YOUR slave might see.

YA Allah, I lost my love to those who warned me, even their Love will stay guiding me forever, but it's because YOUR mercy upon me that let it be a blood Love and Care and  it's not the same here, it's not the same. I'm afraid I'd give Up praying for YOUR Slave, so please don't let me give up, don't let me lose my ability to forgive those I love, and let me be able again to love those who truly love me. PLEASE ALLAH extend my life time till I can apologise with deeds to those who I had mistaken in their rights while being unconscious, and fasten YOUR removal for that hard mist from YOUR Slaves's sight and Let it be safe PLEASE.



YA ALLAH, Send YOUR Peace and Blessings on The Final Prophet, and His Family and Companions and those who follow him. All Thanks Go TO YOU

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

*12* Tipping Point

Good Morning Dear White Pure Honest Pages

I'm just waken up for today, had a good breakfast I've missed for some time ago; mum has just made it and brought it me to bed, just like School Times and Ramadan before dawn times :) 

I've waken up and I thank Allah for this. I'm blessed with new day and new chances to let everything happened before this day go to the hall called "past" and just start a new good one with different perspectives and beliefs.

"Today, I'll make it memorable if not for me, I'll make it memorable for others" -- That's what I had to say before today, but Now it's different. I think it's time to care more about "me" care less about "others". Time to re-schedule my plans and re-arrange my priorities and most importantly to reconsider People and their spaces in my life.

Next Days would be a different Era to many of Us.

And The First Thing on my list, is to make You, My White Bright Pure Honest Mirror-like Pages --> My Best Friend, My Only One Best Friend, and I know that it would be the best friendship I'd ever have. It's Time To Get Out My Cards and My First will be: 

What I Decide, I Make However It Takes
What I Want, I Get Whatever It Takes