*112* Soul Mate ♥

Having a Soul Mate, is like owning the whole world with its blessings :) however, that is not the point, because actually everyone has a soul mate! The true magnificent blessing of Allah exists in Finding this soul mate in this worldly life. Finding Him/Her at the perfect time of ours (both). As life goes on, it brings things upside down from time to time, some of us grow up, become more mature, some others become immature! Really, who knows! No one can ensure how he'd be like after 5 years, 1 year, a month, or even a week due to the current unbelievable insane events all over here and there! We say "People Change" when one got busy to ask about old friends or mates, or any other similar example, but the fact is that this phrase (fact) is way deeper than most of us can ever imagine. People BELIEFS Change totally 180 percent! It's True and Unbelievable! and what is really critical is that those changes surprisingly -or may be shockingly- could be from a totally misguided path to the right guided one. Those changes leave a shock and unstable state at the lives of their owners. So Yes, Timing is one critical factor that affects our whole journey and destination, as well as our relationships.

So here is my sincere advice, if you ever thought you've met your soul mate, make sure first that your current life style and attitude, is the one you're totally contented with, is the one if you stayed with would safely guarantee your way to Paradise! If you think you're not there yet to that life style, so Please HOLD ON, and make sure your soul mate "now" thinks the same, or else your soul mate "now" isn't truly your soul mate you need to go on with your life! Hold on till you get there, wherever you are contented with your life attitude, even if you're on the very early steps and not there yet, but at least you're on your way, the path is clear, and its truly the perfect time to have that soul mate who'll fight with you long the way till you reach Paradise together :) .... Then and only Then, If you met Him/Her, be sure that it's the one true magnificent blessing over all :) All Praises to Allah :)

P.S. .. الحمد لله :)

*48* نِعَم مستخبية :))

أنا عارفة ان احنا في نص ليل و الوقت غريب و اختي جنبي بتذاكر و هتقتلني من صوت ال typing بس لازم اكتب ده دلوقتي ‎:)‏

ساعات كتير في دوامة الحياة و المشاكل و القرف ده بننسى نعم كتير أوي ربنا سبحانه و تعالى أنعم علينا بيها ‎:)‏ و ساعات كتير بنحزن على النعم دي!

ساعات كتير بنقول "ليه يا رب كدة" على حاجات و ثوابت لقينا نفسنا مخلوقين بيها, و نبقى فاكرينها حاجة وحشة أو أذى و نقمة و هي في الحقيقة أكبر نعمة ‎:)‏

مش هقول على حد بس هاتكلم عن حاجة حصلت معايا .. ساعات كتييييييير بتضايق ان امي مش زي أمهات صحابي كتير .. مش من الناس الفري و السلسين يعني

و جو النوادي بقى و كدة .. و من زمان و هي مخنقة على حوار التلفزيون و السينما و شوية شوية أعياد الميلاد و اللبس و كل حاجة تطبق السنة بحذافيرها

على الرغم ان أصلا زمان ماكانوش كدة .. و الدين ماكانش بالقوة دي و الناس وعيها ضعيف .. و كنت بافضل أقولها يا ماما طيب براحة علينا

و كل ماتقولي حاجة أقولها .. يعني انتي كنتي بتعملي كدة؟! تقول لي احمدي ربنا انك لاقية حد يوجهك للصح و عارف .. زمان ماحدش كان يعرف زي دلوقتي

بس بقى .. فالمهم إن كتير كنت بابقى متضايقة إن أمي مش متساهلة في حاجات يعني زي أمهات كتير .. و مع الوقت (لما كبرت كدة و عقلت .. قال يعني)..

عرفت قد إيه هي نعمة ‎:)‏ إن يكون حد من أهلك بيوجهك للصح دايما .. حتى و ان تشدد معاك شوية .. فمسيرك في يوم تفهم .. إن التقويم ما هو إلا نعمة ‎:)‏

و إن تلاقي حد بيوجهك دايما لإتباع السنة بعيدا عن كل المذاهب و اللخبطة اللي في أيامنا دي .. و إن يبقى حد من أهلك أصر يتعلم أصول الدين

حتى و رغم اعتراض ناس كتير انت منهم, على أساس إن الكتب موجودة و كلنا عارفين السنة (اللي هي قشور طبعا) و تبقى مش شايف أي فايدة إضافية ليك..

بجد هي نعمة, و في يوم زي انهاردة و قبل كدة من مدة .. باكتشف ان هي نعمة من ربي إن تكون أمي دارسة علوم شرعية و تعلمني ما تستطيع منها ‎:)‏

و تساعدني أفهم مين بيقول ايه و ليه و الآراء و المذاهب و اجتناب كثير من الفتن بسبب الدراسة الصحيحة ‎:)‏ .. فـ الحمد لله ألف حمد و شكر على نعمه

و يا رب يخليكي ليا يا أمي يا نعمة و فضل من ربي ‎:)‏ ♥ ♥

*42* Fresh Starts

Sometimes we need a new fresh start, sometimes we decide to have a one, and many times we pretend we got a one, and then we discover it wasn't really a new start but only a lie to one's self.

But now, I know it when I say it. I got it and can feel it :)

"I finally got my new fresh start I sought for completed" :)

Throughout a good uneasy experience, I decided to write some points that shall rap it up :)

1- "Fresh Start" is a decision, that should be taken in a stable state, not a happy one nor a miserable one.

2- The decision needs..

- a strong "need" for that Fresh Start,

(Why do you need it for?)

- a deep good intention to be taken

(So as to get God's help, and never doubt being you're on the right way) 

- a real strong reasonable belief that does not get affected by time or place,

(A Reason that answers the question: Why shall I keep going?)

- and a strong will to apply it.

(To resist Satan's, People's & Self's negative whispers )

3- "Fresh Starts" definitely state "Changes" that would take place in your life. "Changes" take "Time", and as long as it would take from you, as long as it would take place successfully.

4- Defining The Reason for having a new start, shall put a spot light on the problems you're facing.
Pick up the problems and State it down on a paper, and then go to the solving part where choices are found :)

5- Solutions are either direct or indirect.

Direct Solutions: It gets rid of the problems from its roots, however they are hard to be applied.

- Go to the problems you stated.
- Take each one separately.
- Find an applicable solution (means not science fiction solutions) for each.
- Apply Solutions in real life one by one, and make sure you give each one its needed time.

It goes like:
-- Solving Problem (in 2 weeks) or till it's over
-- Solving Problem 2 (in 10 days) or till it's over .. etc.

Indirect Solutions: It does not deal with the problem itself. It's more likeable to be applied but takes longer time.

-  It may be just the decrement of some current actions that cause you problems.
-  Or It may be just good actions, that has nothing to do with your problems, but to help you switching the path you're going through, help you to change your environment and get introduced to different  "better" livings. It leads you later to look back on to your problems with a totally different eye and more wisdom.

It goes like:
-- Decrement of -ve Habit 1.. till it ends
-- Increment of +ve Action 1 .. till it becomes a habit -- In Parallel with applying the previous step
-- Decrement of -ve Habit 2 .. till it ends -- In Parallel with applying the previous 2 step .. etc.

6- Always Renew your good intentions, and keep following good new habits.

7- Never worry about the results, but about the effort you pay :)

8- Patience is the magical key after all, so Have Faith. It'll come True InshaAllah :)
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Important to know:

*Changes include not only habits and actions, but people, places and attitude as well.
**Never decide for something when you're not in a stable state.
***You can do what only "you want to do" :)
***Be Close To Allah.Want it if you're not, Pray if you can not be, and he will help you greatly if you have both "the good intention and need" :)

*16* A Call

Almighty Allah The Great The Generous The Patient The Merciful The Forgiver and Graces & Blessings Giver

Oh Mighty Allah, this is a call from your weak slave; the one who had mistaken a lot and afraid YOUR sanction. I used to know since young age how blessed I am, and I've always thanked YOU but never enough or even much relatively with YOUR uncountable graces, and if I did nothing with my life but praying and thanking YOU, it won't be enough for one grace.

Oh Mighty Allah, with all my hurt and between all the tears YOU only can see,  I'm calling YOU, praying for YOU, asking YOU for help. Almighty Allah; The Only ONE who answers the prayers of HIS slaves, PLEASE Answer my prayers, Accept it and Let it come true. YOU are the Only ONE who Can change things in an eye blink and less.

Oh Mighty Allah; My Life Guide and Prayers Acceptor. I Thank YOU for enlightening my sight every time I veer away from the right track. I Thank YOU for punishing me in my life and letting me able to analyse it, learn from it and go back to YOUR track. I Thank YOU for the grace that many people are missing; the recognition of your punishment during Life time and questioning why that happened, what did I do wrong? and then with YOUR Help and Generosity YOU Let me see my faults and ask YOU for YOUR Forgiveness.

Oh Mighty Allah, Accept my prayers for the one I always pray YOU for. YA ALLAH YOU are the Only ONE who KNOWS it All. Sooner or Later YOU will remove the Mist away from Your Slave's Eyes, but PLEASE Let it be without Harm. YOU Know that I was Blind as YOUR Slave now, and it needs a hard lesson to learn to discover the presence of that mist, but PLEASE Let it be fast and harmless, PLEASE Allah, I Forgive, so Let it be As soon as it could be without the hard method I saw and YOUR slave might see.

YA Allah, I lost my love to those who warned me, even their Love will stay guiding me forever, but it's because YOUR mercy upon me that let it be a blood Love and Care and  it's not the same here, it's not the same. I'm afraid I'd give Up praying for YOUR Slave, so please don't let me give up, don't let me lose my ability to forgive those I love, and let me be able again to love those who truly love me. PLEASE ALLAH extend my life time till I can apologise with deeds to those who I had mistaken in their rights while being unconscious, and fasten YOUR removal for that hard mist from YOUR Slaves's sight and Let it be safe PLEASE.

YA ALLAH, Send YOUR Peace and Blessings on The Final Prophet, and His Family and Companions and those who follow him. All Thanks Go TO YOU