*23* "...and so I chose..."

Sometimes when I decide to go for a walk, around different places, viewing new sites, meeting new people, trying new clothes, tasting different types of food, changing my life style, it feels wonderful, exciting and far away interesting to try it. Honestly, it's too expensive, needs a lot of time, and much complicated permissions and a very good luck, Unless I decide to choose the One-Way, where I only change one thing and for free! What I only have to change is...

Attitude 

Changing my attitude >>Really<< Changes Everything, not literally, but meaningfully. It changes the way I view things, the way I receive things and so the way I react. It changes without changing; changes "me" -which is the end of rope I own- without changing others.

Although, it is a half-way adventure(solution), it's so effective if applied as general adventure. If everyone just decided to go through this adventure, changes his/her attitude and Live a new completely Life, only then the Adventure will be everyone's and only then it will have another taste :) 

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P.S.

I wonder, I was opening this white page to pass some negative state I have, I was about to write how Life push us so down as if it was an order we have to obey, and how this order comes out hard only when we decided -hard too- to lift ourselves up high. I said I'll pass first that "when we have that great state, attitude, life then tries to drop us" however, I found myself going on towards the "Positive Pole" and I found it giving me a Very High Push with an enormous amount of "Positive Energy" not to drift to the other pole. 

I decided to add this P.S. in order to remind myself always that the "Positive Attitude" I chose, would stand by my side as an honest friend, pushes me towards its pole, lifts me high, and that choosing it was the rightest decision I've taken long ago. 

Positive Attitude generates Positive Energy that once generated it propagates everywhere and touches every soul it meets, pushing it high, pulling it towards the Positive Pole.

so... Decide it, Catch it, and Let the Butterfly Effect Propagates : ) 

*16* A Call

Almighty Allah The Great The Generous The Patient The Merciful The Forgiver and Graces & Blessings Giver

Oh Mighty Allah, this is a call from your weak slave; the one who had mistaken a lot and afraid YOUR sanction. I used to know since young age how blessed I am, and I've always thanked YOU but never enough or even much relatively with YOUR uncountable graces, and if I did nothing with my life but praying and thanking YOU, it won't be enough for one grace.

Oh Mighty Allah, with all my hurt and between all the tears YOU only can see,  I'm calling YOU, praying for YOU, asking YOU for help. Almighty Allah; The Only ONE who answers the prayers of HIS slaves, PLEASE Answer my prayers, Accept it and Let it come true. YOU are the Only ONE who Can change things in an eye blink and less.

Oh Mighty Allah; My Life Guide and Prayers Acceptor. I Thank YOU for enlightening my sight every time I veer away from the right track. I Thank YOU for punishing me in my life and letting me able to analyse it, learn from it and go back to YOUR track. I Thank YOU for the grace that many people are missing; the recognition of your punishment during Life time and questioning why that happened, what did I do wrong? and then with YOUR Help and Generosity YOU Let me see my faults and ask YOU for YOUR Forgiveness.

Oh Mighty Allah, Accept my prayers for the one I always pray YOU for. YA ALLAH YOU are the Only ONE who KNOWS it All. Sooner or Later YOU will remove the Mist away from Your Slave's Eyes, but PLEASE Let it be without Harm. YOU Know that I was Blind as YOUR Slave now, and it needs a hard lesson to learn to discover the presence of that mist, but PLEASE Let it be fast and harmless, PLEASE Allah, I Forgive, so Let it be As soon as it could be without the hard method I saw and YOUR slave might see.

YA Allah, I lost my love to those who warned me, even their Love will stay guiding me forever, but it's because YOUR mercy upon me that let it be a blood Love and Care and  it's not the same here, it's not the same. I'm afraid I'd give Up praying for YOUR Slave, so please don't let me give up, don't let me lose my ability to forgive those I love, and let me be able again to love those who truly love me. PLEASE ALLAH extend my life time till I can apologise with deeds to those who I had mistaken in their rights while being unconscious, and fasten YOUR removal for that hard mist from YOUR Slaves's sight and Let it be safe PLEASE.

YA ALLAH, Send YOUR Peace and Blessings on The Final Prophet, and His Family and Companions and those who follow him. All Thanks Go TO YOU