This head is getting rushed over the last few days, but honestly it's been some long time since it started the deviation and getting on the wrong track, again! First it broke the little tiny rules, then events took place and.. all went wrong. I don't know is it a bless or a bliss to keep aware of the deviation minute by minute, i hated it, tried a lot to avoid it and put things into its places quickly, but it worked totally the opposite. If i said i don't know how I'd be lying to myself, i just don't know "why" i started to break the rules and promises i one day put, never did before so why now! But all in all this was my whole mistake, aware of it and just don't push it away strongly should i do. Now what?! Now i got back to those no life moments, mean life conflicts, confusions, those BUZZ people get themselves into and just lose themselves right there and think they are alive that way! but hey self! you know it's the worst life one can have, actually it is no life! it's the fame of fake.It's the hell in disguise. It's "Mean Life" not even the Life we are supposed to be living. It's where sins are cool and consciences are drugged down. It's where Satan takes you step by step far away that "YOU" really are and should be, little one by little one to "nowhere" and you think it's your own choices or steps! Idiot! Who said one should not be harsh on himself? Sorry, when self got weak, drugged, lose control on principals and got out of line, it should be punished the worst way, it should be pressed to leave what she thinks is fine "now" and get back to its maturity and true life it was created for.
Self you are really a disaster!
You, the strong powerful you, can damage a whole society just by repeating sins over and over! can you image self? yes you are that effective! you're that strong! the worst of all that you are so much influential -even if you are not aware of it all the time- and yes it's the hell itself when you are off track! Imagine how much wrong you do, and if just one followed one of that wrong as if's right, imagine if all the wrong you foolishly make was followed by! HELL You! HELL You!
Self, you know you're deeply good, you are beautifully created, you are blessed with many things millions wish they have, so Please take care of these blesses, Thank for it the way you are supposed to thank for, work hard for your real home Paradise, don't let Satan gets over you again, don't get your sins accompanied with all live negatives and depressions get to your heart again, Please, I know your will is so much stronger than even your parents think, your head is much stubborn than even people can imagine, you were given those two for a great mission on this earth, to wisely use them, and rightly use them.
Stick to The right people, or don't stick at all, just don't get misguided and then drag people with you in that, all souls got its weakness, so either get close and strengthen them or never get any closer.
Your life, you know how you can measure it, Prayers focusing, Prayers seeking, free satisfied heart cheering up, friends and communities you get involved in, and most important sign.. parents satisfaction, happiness and pride. You know how you measure it, you know well and you're blessed to be aware of it, so let be truly a bless and set your mind up right, or it'll be a bliss and stands to witness against you on the day of judgment.
Self, Stay Safe.
Self you are really a disaster!
You, the strong powerful you, can damage a whole society just by repeating sins over and over! can you image self? yes you are that effective! you're that strong! the worst of all that you are so much influential -even if you are not aware of it all the time- and yes it's the hell itself when you are off track! Imagine how much wrong you do, and if just one followed one of that wrong as if's right, imagine if all the wrong you foolishly make was followed by! HELL You! HELL You!
Self, you know you're deeply good, you are beautifully created, you are blessed with many things millions wish they have, so Please take care of these blesses, Thank for it the way you are supposed to thank for, work hard for your real home Paradise, don't let Satan gets over you again, don't get your sins accompanied with all live negatives and depressions get to your heart again, Please, I know your will is so much stronger than even your parents think, your head is much stubborn than even people can imagine, you were given those two for a great mission on this earth, to wisely use them, and rightly use them.
Stick to The right people, or don't stick at all, just don't get misguided and then drag people with you in that, all souls got its weakness, so either get close and strengthen them or never get any closer.
Your life, you know how you can measure it, Prayers focusing, Prayers seeking, free satisfied heart cheering up, friends and communities you get involved in, and most important sign.. parents satisfaction, happiness and pride. You know how you measure it, you know well and you're blessed to be aware of it, so let be truly a bless and set your mind up right, or it'll be a bliss and stands to witness against you on the day of judgment.
Self, Stay Safe.
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