*2* #SelfTalk : ...

I have no starting or ending points
I'm just documenting what I had as real once

I've passed with moments I've never lived before
I've sit with myself for the first time in my life and opened the door

I've took a side and faced myself..

"What's wrong with you?!
What's the hell are you doing?!
We're used to love people secretly
Care about others indirectly
so what's going on now?
and for whom we shall change?

Wake Up! Never change!
It's you, it's me, lock satin in a hell cave"

And since then, I think I was back, me again
I sent my apologies for what I've been
I was a hell naive .. not brave

I never minded for a while, and it turned to be many times..
I said "It's me", but it never was
I'm pretty good with my own caves

And It's all since I knew you .. since the first look, as if it was true
No .. No .. Never was, never going to be True

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Friday, the 18th of November, 2011
around 2:00 A.M.