*4* #SelfTalk : Beyond Complication

I wonder..

We go beyond similarities when it comes to souls, it's amazing the way we feel towards the same things and actions, even towards specific people. It's way far than a mind can believe, than twins can have in common, even far away than any special cases have contradicted logic. 

We, ourselves, can't believe that it's happening! Sometimes I doubt, I say "There must be something wrong", but when I recall memories back, when I search deep into myself, my emotions and reactions, I find it's true, As long as I have what is considered to be Real Madness!

 Sometimes I ask myself "Are we both beyond craziness, that we both seek the same diamond? or dream for winning it one day? and there is no any face of competition that in our human being world turns sometimes to hatred?" Just then my head goes crazy! 

We both know it's just one of a kind, we give it what it takes to save it, however our passion for having it in a hand changes from time to time. Sometimes I can't understand the situation, I ask myself if there's some selfishness found somewhere? Is there any negative feelings found? or anything I may hate to receive from the other side? Each time I ask and doubt, I go back and check "me" and every time I just find pure feelings, positive passion, true love, and the same Dream! Same Dream that can't go for two, it can go for one or none! 

And The Loop just goes on, and my head goes mad as I ask and wonder... God This can't be true but It is happening though!  

After many and many times, I just decided to let go of all those thoughts, I'll just consider it not found from basis, I'll just live it as it takes, and would keep my passion for that Diamond secretly, between "me" and God =) 

As Sometimes we are not meant to know how things work, as it's Beyond .. Beyond Complication