Dear V,
At such times of my life i used to go directly and talk to you, it's where I'm home; where i can find somebody who listens to me, really knows me and so find the one who greatly can help.
But it's different now, i can't ask for help any more, i feel guilty when i do it. I'm not supposed to be and so i stopped it. I know you're the best to understand these words, even the best to know how i feel and why I'm acting this way. I'm trying to do the right thing.. which is being away from all not only you nor YOU my people.
I'm not completely lost, yet I'm losing .. yeah, continuous tense.. It's not any stable over here.. like catching a beam of light, feeling it, seeing it, and once you decided to save it, it ran away. so far away .. and it's not coming back any near, however your hard efforts, it's not coming back any any near.. and so you're in the middle of the road .. no go backs.. no stepping forward.. nothing at all in hands but to go on with life that really sucks!
Finally, my forever request will be..
Please constantly Pray for me =')
P.S.
You used to get confused of my words, for you or not, but this time it's totally for you Vendetta fan =)
At such times of my life i used to go directly and talk to you, it's where I'm home; where i can find somebody who listens to me, really knows me and so find the one who greatly can help.
But it's different now, i can't ask for help any more, i feel guilty when i do it. I'm not supposed to be and so i stopped it. I know you're the best to understand these words, even the best to know how i feel and why I'm acting this way. I'm trying to do the right thing.. which is being away from all not only you nor YOU my people.
I'm not completely lost, yet I'm losing .. yeah, continuous tense.. It's not any stable over here.. like catching a beam of light, feeling it, seeing it, and once you decided to save it, it ran away. so far away .. and it's not coming back any near, however your hard efforts, it's not coming back any any near.. and so you're in the middle of the road .. no go backs.. no stepping forward.. nothing at all in hands but to go on with life that really sucks!
Finally, my forever request will be..
Please constantly Pray for me =')
P.S.
You used to get confused of my words, for you or not, but this time it's totally for you Vendetta fan =)
One yellow smile
One cave of mine
Venus ran out of stars
and it's all because of Mars
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