Shocked huh? Disappointed too?
Deeply, It is never easy. They didn't have to disappoint me! truly they didn't have to! Things were okay and got a fine end. Why should i discover that dark never imagined side! Why for God's sake!
Easy Easy, You knew it since the very early, you knew it well but then you decided not to judge
Yeah! My disastrous fault! I said: maybe my instincts weren't true, maybe it's just a match between two characters but they shall not be the same, maybe i should deal with people neither depending on matching their characters, previous judgements of mine nor any old offensive attitude.
I threw the old lessons, considering those people I had to know, had had troubles with thinking methodologies or social meanings, I thought it would be easier, simpler, more comfort and understanding to deal with people who are .. i don't know, i even can't remember how i was thinking of them, cause once they disappointed me, all went to the ground, really how bad i can't remember!!
I can't remember, but what one thing i was thinking is true, that people won't be double faced, at least not to be friendly with you while deep down they judge every move, every word, and finally it turns to be that You from A to Z are considered to be black listed, out of track, .. whatever they call it
because, although they never asked you before, nor know you well, they decided to judge your beliefs and categorize you upon their analysis .. how can't i be shocked for God's Sake!!!
Anyway, they're not the first and won't be the last to disappoint you, at least you should be grateful that this time you were given the shock in a-not-so-rude way, yeah you should be thankful. They tried to be nice as much as they can .. i think..
I am. I truly am, it's only the 2nd hard shot in a too short time.. As if I'm holding a post saying "Keep Calm & Shoot Me"
Anyway, I am documenting it for two reasons, first because of all the over dose pressure should be revealed not to affect any of my life members, and second to write down what lessons I should never forget again (hopefully to reconsider them for the entire of my life)
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It's all fate, and undoubtedly these all are happening for great reasons.
You should never doubt your instincts, never like never!
Human Psyche will still and remain the same, specially with the living standards in same area
Marsians are Marsians, Wherever Whenever Whatever!
Never get interested to know anyone, or simply never forget your own Rules:
"Don't get deep, No One is perfect"
"All souls are kind in the outer cover, sick in the inner one, so keep calm, keep your smile and never dig, to never regret"
You'll always find your soul peace in less communication with People and much communication with the Lord of All People
All Praises To Allah in all cases, What doesn't kill us make us stronger and better
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P.S. I never forget the good, people did to me, I'll always be grateful and thankful, and.. You'll always be in my prayers..
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