*5* Vague But Strong

On Saturday, the 3^rd of September 2011 at 10:20 PM 

I've written those words..
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"Once Upon a time I had a friend..."

What a sentence! It brings me back to many memories, many interrupted ones in fact. 
It brings me pain and sometimes passing-by smiles. I don't know really how I shall act.
It makes me feel as it's an inspirational sentence, warm words but deep killing 

It deceives me saying "come on write a poem, article or a song” or get a wing

Can’t you fly? Can’t you sing? Can’t you imagine or search for a link? 

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After this with three days I've written my note "A Friend's Censure" =))

http://small-pharaoh.blogspot.com/2011/09/friends-censure-you-cant-be-real.html

When I recall those thoughts, I wonder how an incomplete sentence can be the start of a whole Thing? Like a step can lead you to a very far non expectable places..

Both are Vague, But Strong! 

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Sunday, the 27th of November, 2011

11:40 AM

*3* #SelfTalk : Back in an Eye Blink

Yaaah! What a feeling when "Being Back" is really "BACK" not just "back"!

When the Goodbyes hold a real smile, not fake.

When the scenes are recalled by the word, the smile, on way home, as it's ever used to be :) and having an extra smile drawn, as recalling what have been just lived, heard and seen.

How can I describe such feeling of "Being Home"? "Feeling Safe"? however if you're standing in an area with thousands of people, just because you know you're not alone, you have what used to let you feel like being home, like having the only safe cave.

When you suddenly find an unpredictable strong hand pulling your arm aside, to let you avoid something way harming or dangerous, and when the situation is over, you just stop, stare and wonder .. "What has just happened?" and you find nothing but "An unpredictable reaction, for a sudden action, coming out of fear and care", just then I've realized how I'm blessed .. and yes .. I'm home again :) however it harmed my arm a bit :D but I didn't comment, what should I have said?! Actions were louder than words then :)

True Inner Peace .. was about to get lost.

But today, it was strongly back as it's at its utmost =)

Thank You My Lord, the one I ever had & will have full faith in.

Everything is over, as if it was in an Eye Blink :)

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Thursday, the 24th of November, 2011
At 10 P.M., in one of my home block streets, written on a car trunk :D
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Back From my 3rd day at Tahrir Square (Nov. Revolution), on my way home.